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Story One: Powerlessness
There wasn't a lot of stuff to pack. Jacob had a
couple of sweatshirts, a pair of jeans, some
underwear that had seen better days. There was a
cd-walkman, metallic blue and plastered with
Pokemon stickers, that he'd found on the
sidewalk, and a couple of discs. He tried to
keep these good by storing them between the
pages of a cut-down phone book, the whole thing
held together with rubber bands.
It
all fit into a pillowcase.
Leslie had provided the pillowcase.
"I'm sorry, dude," Greg said, watching his buddy
pack. "But you know how it is. When the old lady
lays down the law, it's the law." He shrugged.
"What can you do?"
"It's fine," Jacob shrugged. "Really. It was
nice of you all to let me stay as long as you
did." He'd been crashing on Greg's couch for
almost three weeks -- which hadn't been quite
long enough to help him find a job, much less
his own place, but that wasn't Greg's problem.
"I'm sure I'll be fine."
"Where are you going to go?" Greg had to know
Jacob was running out of places to stay. He'd
already crashed with Larry and Scott, Mike and
Maria -- the other members of the assembly line
crew from the plastics factory he used to work
at. There was no one left.
Jacob shrugged. "Something will turn up." He
forced a smile. "Really, I just need a place for
the time Diane's is closed. That's what -- five,
six hours a day?"
The
joke fell flat. "You spend enough time at
Diane's as it is," Greg said. "Hanging out
there's not helping your situation any."
"You hang out there."
"After work. Friday nights. Not
twenty-four-seven." Greg shook his head. "It's
different."
"Only in degree." Jacob picked up his
pillowcase. This conversation was going downhill
fast. He knew from experience that once people
started talking about his drinking, there wasn't
much hope of it getting better. "But you don't
have to worry about it. I'll be fine, really."
"I
hope so, man." Greg held the door open, while
Leslie pointedly didn't watch Jacob's departure.
"But you're going to have to get some help."
"When it's time." The sidewalk in front of
Greg's place was well maintained; smooth and
swept clean. He started following it downtown.
"Dude." Greg called after him. "If it's not time
now, when's it gonna be?"
Continued in
First Section
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